I'm Pretty Bored~


Okey, bosan duduk dalam kereta for hours sebab temankan kakak pergi banyak tempat sebab dia tengah rushing gila nak daftar masuk Universiti, further her studied in Civil Engineering. Anyway, congrats! =D 



The best relationship I ever wanted is when both of us can act like lovers and best friends. It's when we have more playful moments than serious moments. It's when you can joke around, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It's when both of us give each other that specific stare and just smile. It's when we rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle than go out all the time. It's when we stay up all night just to settle our arguments and problems. It's when we can completely act ourself and we can still love each other for who we are. =)  

I'm hairy [ ]
I'm cute [ / ]
I have a weird ears [ ]
Seriously WA tak pernah kisah pun kalau LU nak merokok. Tapi asap rokok tu LU telanlah seorang! Kalau nak mati, jangan ajak orang lain ikut sama sekali, okey..?
I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat at all the old playstation games and then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd play with my hair all the time and surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with and lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest picture of each other and squirt water guns at each other in the house. But mostly; some who would be my best friend and would never break my heart. He would just make me smile. :) 
*While you're ignoring him,
another girl is giving him attention.
*While you're giving him problems,
another girl is listening.
*While you're too busy for him,
another girl is making time for him.
*While you're making him cry,
another girl is trying to make him smille again.
*When you're not sure if you still want him,
another girl has already figured it out.
Judge me and I'll prove you wrong. Tell me what to do, I'll tell you off. Say I'm not worth it and watch where I end up. Call me a bitch and I'll show you one. Fuck me off and I'll do it to you twice as bad. Call me crazy, but you really have no idea.
It doesn't matter anymore. I guess things happen for a reasons. Tears eventually fade and one day everything will be exactly how its supposed to be. Moving on is a process and I have to promise myself that I'm really ready to let go.
Everyone can see who I appear to be but only a few know the real me. You can only see what I choose to show 
there is so much behind this smile. You just don't know..
   
Don't hate because I'm cute and sweet. Hate because you can't compete. I may be a bitch but I'm honest. Don't hate what you can't imitate!!! I have my own life and style.. I'm not trying to please you or make you smile. Either hate me or love me, both ways I'm on your mind.. And I'm flattered.